Sorry for being late to the post.
Yes I want to meet other C/D or trans people,but only A friends.
I really have had a need to develop some close friendships in my later life and I would like them to be people who understand and accept me.
I do feel guilty regarding my wife as she is just tolerant of my crossdressing now.
And I know it bothers the one I love.
So It’s hard for me to move past it.