Hi, Stevie, I can’t express just how much I want to give you a hug right now, and the same to all the girls who responded. All I can add is that definitions often don’t help. Be a good person who happens to crossdress. There is part of your natural human soul that needs to come out, and even though most men won’t let it, you feel the need. Embrace the beauty you see. Yes, sometimes photos of other girls can be daunting. No one here is comparing you to anyone. You are on your own track. The subjective ideal of “beauty” is difficult to achieve by most GG’s as well. I have a friend on Facebook who constantly laments that he doesn’t look like Jason Mamoa. Well, guess what. Jason Mania probably doesn’t look like that either.
Take your time, sweetie. And don’t forget to love yourself. I think this is the root of it all.