Riley welcome. As a catholic for me I believe God accepts all no matter of our moral beliefs. Feeling guilty is a Feeling many experience and seeking help from a professional certainly will help finding your answers. A therapist, counselor or pastor. Sorry hearing about your wife and her difficulties with your fem. We understand life is certainly complicated but here things don’t have to be . Enter into a place where everything is hopefully easier to open up to. With others like yourself enjoy experiencing your love for dressing with no conflicts or judgements and to be comfortable with being who you are. With the support here will help you forward to express yourself with confinance. Hopefully better understaning from your wife to enjoy more girl time together. Happy to welcome you and I hope to see you around here soon. Hugs!!