Jamie, welcome back… Just by your decision to be here your desires seam to be developing. Most start with simple undergarments , and so on and in time work on full dress. Soon I’m sure you’ll enjoy getting to that point. Venturing out is a dream of many here and with time that could and may happen. It’s amazing with support from others and a building of confinance how experiences seam to show promise. I to have experience my first outting to which may happen just the last little while ago . Very nervous and scared but was a experience I’ll never forget. Best to you on your journey and enjoy your time here with us.