Jerri you are going through the same things we are all going through here. Most of us don’t have a clue where our Cd will lead us to. After purging one or more times and telling ourselves that we are done CDing, the urge comes back and we are back at it again. So we ( I at least ) have decided to explore CD to find what we are are in need of ( or comfortable with). I myself have not had a hair cut in almost a year and recently had it colored and my ears pierced. Everyone here will be happy to help you with any questions or any other help on your journey.
Good luck Sandy