Thank you Bettylou! I think you hit the nail right on the head, dear. Fear and ridicule are my biggest fears and my mind just makes them bigger than they are. And having a supportive gf takes a lot of the worry and fears away rather than going at it alone. And thank you so much for the advice about the wig! They have so many sales going on right now and I’ve found out what style works best for me. Can’t wait til it comes in!