Wow, that sounds like a truly amazing and exhilarating experience. You are so lucky you have experienced this at a relatively young age. You have your whole life ahead of you to experiment and choose the “you” you want to be.
I am 60 and still only dress at home. I am very open minded but most of my friends and family would or could not accept if they knew about my other side. I would love to go out dressed and made up to a crossdesser friendly bar to experience just a night out as a gurl. …….. maybe some day