It is okay, we all have that moment of sheer worry about going out. Heck it is why I still haven’t managed to take my first step outside yet. I have plans and have been thinking more and more about trying it, I’m sure it’ll happen someday. You made progress, you thought about it, you thought about your plans and you reassessed. There’s nothing wrong with that. The point is to have fun, if you were that worried about going out its probably best to sit back and relax anyways. It’ll happen, you’re a pretty woman and I’m sure you’ll find the courage.
We’re all here for you and behind you until you do!