If I had a nickle for every time I blurted something out I could have retired by 40. I tend to talk to myself and think out loud. I never know what I am going to say and I have to be cognizant about saying something CD related when people are around.
I think when this pandemic is over you might want to consider taking a day for Autumn. Hop on the LIRR and head into the Big Apple. Take the 8th Ave line to W. 4th. I’m sure you can find a store in the Village which caters to girls like us.