Hi Amy, from another Amy! I will add my voice to the chorus in that this is a great place to be, perhaps the very best you could find on the internet to discuss crossdressing with.
There is so much written here you can read through, and the girls here have been really amazing. The biggest thing is we are non judgmental and accepting wherever you are in this journey. So many of us go through a lot of conflict, both inside ourselves, and sometimes with others in our lives, but here you can be yourself.
Whichever version that might be!