I find most crossdressers to be very creative creatures and dreams do show up creativeness of your subconscious. This could mean a few things in my (none educated on the subject) opinion. One being the more you and those around you accept your dressing the further away from your old self you get, As no one bats an eye of what your wearing but your struggle to get back to those you love (your old self) seems to be out of reach.
My most prominent dreams were when I was a child, in a cd way the one that I always remember was when I was very young before the age of 7, I had a dream I had been put on a conveyor belt and told I was going to be turned into a girl, I looked ahead i was traveling up slowly towards a big noisy machine with steam and smoke coming out of it. I remember thinking should i be arguing against this? do I want this to happen? I could see clearly I could just jump down from the conveyor belt at any time, I didn’t feel forced into this but was most calm and acceptance of what was going to happen just hoping it was not going to hurt to much, I woke up as I entered.
Wow lived with that memory my entire life never told anyone before now ,
Thanks for the opportunity xxx