For me, the epiphany was when I realized that in my efforts to portray a woman, I was not being true to myself. I love to wear women’s clothes. I have deep feelings about having my own breasts. And given the option, would probably wear womenswear solely everyday. However, that is as feminebas I want to be. I don’t want to be woman. I love who I am, and am proud of the man that I have become. It is me without a doubt. Therefore, passing as anyone (a woman) other than who I am (a man) is to hide myself, something which I do not like.