I thank all of you girls! This is the reason I joined here, support. I have received just that in so many ways. After battling with myself for 30 plus years over this I finally got the courage to tell someone, the person I love the most, only to have to deal with negativity.
I haven’t got to dress but one time since we have been together. I purged because I thought now that I have found someone I want to be with these feelings and desires about the other side will go away. Wrong. I have no clothes, shoes or anything else to work with. My desire to dress right now is overwhelming. I need to be free. I need to relax.