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Jessica Wilde
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Registered On: October 5, 2020
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Jessica,

There’s this voice in my head that tells me I’m selfish for wanting to tell her.  It tells me that my secret is something that’s wrong with me.  I have to consider that maybe this voice is right.  On the other hand, I think about truly being free.  I know real freedom is more rare than us Americans want to believe.  The question that keeps coming up for me is whether I am willing to lose my best friend and soul mate over this piece of me.  This piece that wants real freedom.  It’s a huge decision.  Again, thank you for sharing.  I am genuinely sad about hearing that it did not go well for you.  I hope that she or he can compartmentalize this one day like we can.  Your insight is invaluable and your dreams are valid and important.  I don’t know you but I want to send you my love and concern.  Oh and if we are ever found out at least we are pretty as f***!

You are not selfish for wanting to tell her. As a matter of fact honesty is rarely selfish. You’re right about possibly losing your best friend and soul mate. It just isn’t worth the risk.

If I had it to do over I would have kept my big d@#$ mouth shut. Quite possibly one of the worst mistakes I have made in a long, long time. The consequences of telling her are just about more than I can bear at the moment. If it all goes south I will have to bear the burden of I ruined one of the best things in my life by telling the truth. Not to mention the fact I will have driven away the best woman I have ever encountered.

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