Kay sweetie sometimes in life you just have to pause and refill the tank. Sort out you health first sweetie, that the most important thing in life.
Sounds like you have an amazing family that’s the second important thing in life, those that love you and those you love.
We all miss things when we are ill and it’s is frustrating, but sweetie the good vibes will be back, and your friends on here all love you and miss your input , and wish you well, but we understand that everyone needs a break or rest sometimes.
Get well priority Kay, best wishes Amanda xx