Reply To: Am I more than one gender? And can gender change from one moment to the next?

[Patty Phose]

I love being a crossdresser. I love the clothes. I love how I look and feel when wearing them. I’ve loved it since I was 4.

When I began dressing fully en femme at 18 and began going out, I loved the feeling of girl power and loved how I was admired and fawned over. That just encouraged me and made me want to do it more.

As much as I loved that and the clothes, I feel I’m only one gender. Male. My transforming into Patty doesn’t make me a female. It’s an illusion. Patty is a character I created. I love the experience of being her, but i know I never can actually be her, nor would I want to. Even though I’m Patty most of the time, not full time, I still like being my male self.