Take a deep breath & just learn to except you as you.
I had to do that first.
I was 20 when i started dressing.
I then wanted to be like this man or look like this women. Then one day i said i am me & thats that.
Back then i wgh 110. My attitude drove people away.
Wanted a women to date & couldnt talk because i thought this & that.
But once i thought i am me & most of it i cant change.
Then my wght. I got on a 300 gram protein diet & creatine in a crazy vitamin regiment started out slow and I started lifting then just lifted heavier and heavier because I thought I was growing because of that protein cuz it rebuilds muscle that’s what you need most ended up getting to 130 lb and what it got bigger but then had a down in my life then because of awful medication I gained a crazy amount of weight but I know if I would have just kept lifting then I would have got bigger and could have molded myself into what I wanted for the most part.
But now a days hair can removed.
But when it comes down to it.
Just find peace with your self & dont relate your self to everyone else.
It will bring you down.
Not sure if that helps.