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I’m not there yet. I can’t at the moment. It’s all too painful.
I do agree about him hiding more.
He’s told me he doesn’t use the sites to meet people. I kind of believe that. Or maybe I’m inclined to believe it? There’s definitely more, but i’m sure that it’s like it’s removed from ‘real’ life for him and not quite ‘real’.
That’s actually neither here nor there really – the mechanism of it and the explanation of why.
I’m so tired I can’t even string a sentence together or a rational thought together any more. I’ve had no food in 3 days and only slept a few hours each night.
All I can think of is the last night I fell asleep before I knew all of this. And how different my world was.
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