Life is difficult enough and a relationship between a male and female , long term is a full time commitment and requires a 100% loyalty from both party’s, mentally and physically. If you throw issues like the normal pressures of life , the pandemic , the dishonesty and deceit into the mixer the product that comes out is not, in my view a strong enough material to build a foundation for possibly the next half century of your life. I have no wish to have caused any offence , and this is just purely my personal feelings. Good luck, and stay safe. Pyxx.
No offence taken.
I’m sorry I can’t write more.