Do not be so hard on yourself…you are NOT a fraud
Remember, transitioning is just as individualized as our dress choices. not everyone wants HRT and yet, they are just as transgender as those who are on HRT… it is NOT a reflection of where you are or where you want to go or who you want to be… for some, it is a medical choice… for others, a social one… HRT is not the only path anymore than GRS is the only path…
the most important thing you can do is be TRUE to yourself and that does NOT depend on HRT or any other surgery or cosmetic procedure or whatever anyone else thinks!
Beth, I wish you luck as you continue your path and I hope that we can continue seeing you participate here on CDH.