Hi Desdel, You are in the same boat most of us were at first. Wanting to go out into the world and show our feminine self and scared to death for not being accepted. Maybe try little things first, like going out for a walk either very late in the day or very early in the morning. Latter maybe going to a park for a few minutes ( I did early morning ) before the world gets busy. Then some people may see you but only at a distance. Just start with small steps and build when you feel a little more comfortable.
Good luck, Sandy