I read this and i can totally understand this. I’m a man. I can be quite effeminate at times, notciceably so. I love my feminie side. I love being Kellie. I also love being Andy. I love having breasts, as small as they may be atm. I want larger, and I’m trying to make them bigger without surgery. I still want to keep my tackle, it’s a sign of my masculinity. I still want to bring out my feminine side more, to feel more like a woman when I’m Kellie. But I don’t feel like I want to just be her permanently. For now at least. Mmy partner struggles with all of this at tjnes. Though she was only told on Tuesday. I can understand as it’s taken me over 25 years to know who I am, and I’m still not 100% sure. I don’t expect her to be able to cope in a matter of days.
Thank you for sharing this tho. It is another step to helping me understand all of this.