Oh my, I gave up the best thing I had always dreamed of.
I was married ((to a Female) and I Had from the age of 5, totally wished that I had been a Girl.
Not what you would think though, I in no way wanted to change my biological sex, I just wanted to dress in pretty Girly Clothes, have girls accept me and be as cute and Feminine as possible.
This is TRUE!
A few years ago I went to a Strip Club in Harvey Il. I was wearing a pretty pink lace trimmed bustier and stockings underneath my male clothes. One of the Dancers approached me for a dance, she put her hands on my chest and felt the underwire of my pretty Bustier. She had other stripers come over as she showed them my pretty Lingerie!
After that I would go back every few months and offer other dancers $50.00 to do my makeup. The Girls were Wonderful and I believe they totally enjoyed it. In Fact after a few months a couple of the Girls actually brought me some of their old clothes, one of the girls, Mary brought me the cutest padded Bra, it was white with lovely pink flowers adoring the cups.
Then it happened, my very best wish came true. The girl name Boston @ the strip club, not only did my makeup but brought me a makeup bag fully stocked with with everything a girl would need, even including .75 cents and phone number to call her if need be.
I remember later she brought a bag of WONDERS to the strip club, Girls I am unable to express my JOY!~ Her bag contained, a Pretty Blouse with matching Skirt, a Lovely black panty girdle with lots of lace that she told me “I’d love it if I choose to show ‘A Little Lace. I did & I did.
I asked her if we could go shopping together sometime and she was most receptive to.
As I mentioned I’m married to woman not accepting. Boston called me and invited me to her sons high school Graduation, saying I can come dressed in any clothes I would feel like.
I was in total Guilt Mode and like a idiot I- Declined the invitation, she left the club and I have Sadly never had contact again.