Hey there Hippie, I hear you as I enjoy both. I love being fully dressed ,makeup ,wig, and emulating a woman to the fullest but I also love to wear women’s jeans and tops in public while in man mode. Of course it’s panties, bralette everyday and pantyhose in the cooler weather. Lately I’ve been wearing a light touch of mascara and eye shadow almost daily.I believe we all do what feels right at our own pace. If you enjoy it just do it. I don’t think there any rules when it comes to crossdressing are there? Enjoy yourself hun and just do you!!!