Omg Mary you are so sweet. This post was something that’s been on my mind a long time. I know this site is all about embracing Cding but sometimes uncomfortable and less positive emotions can exist even in the most advanced and mature among us. Giving support and receiving support from others is what makes this place so great. Ive thought about new members and nonmembers(not sure if non members can see forums)when I read stuff like this because most of us started in that place. I remember trolling this site or places like trying to get answers or at least some perspective. That’s why I really appreciate the replies and support I’ve found here. Thank you all.