Hi Lexie. I’m really sorry to hear that you are in that situation and I really empathize with you. Although my wife doesn’t know about my cross dressing, I am 99% sure that I’d get the same treatment and ultimatum. My wife and I are friends now after some really rough times about 10 years ago brought about by me and my drinking (which I’ve stopped). However, we have zero intimacy and I can understand your loneliness.
I wish there was a magic wand I could wave that would make your situation better. About all I can do is offer a shoulder and an ear if you need it and a piece of advice my wife told me about when she was deciding whether she wanted to stay with me or not back then. She asked herself the question, is my life better off with him or without him. Ultimately, she answered, with me, but I’m pretty sure there are many days that she wishes she had made a different call.
Good luck to you. PM me if you’d like. I’d be happy to talk to you.
*kisses* tara 🙂