Let me ask you this… Do women ever have sexual/sensual feelings?
If you answer ‘yes’ then you have your answer! Of course women are sexual creatures, yes, they have their own fantasies just like men though different!
Dressing can be fetish or not… depends on how you feel on the day. I am Polly and I’m a full time CD verging on transitioning and I feel sometimes for fetish play over and above my normal self… as does my wonderful wife!
If you answer ‘no’ then I think you should forget this foray into crossdressing and find some other outlet for your energies.