When I fist started putting on women’s clothes they would excit me, and I would take things into my own hands. I would then take averything off and feel guilty.
So I started to stay dressed afterwords to see if it was just see or more. Turns out that yes the clothes excite me, but they also feel great on. The soft fabrics, snug fit, flow of a skirt the joy of walking in heels.
Now for me I get very excited at the thought of being able to dress, and love to get dressed for the entire day and go out for dinner or shopping. I don’t want to be a woman, but love to wear the clothes and feel them on my body.
I would say do what make you happy, and not worry about what is normal.