If crossdressing leads ruination then what a great way to go. But seriously it takes time to come to grips with one self. And that is all aspects of ones self. Being a CD is no different. We all go thru it. We all deal with it in different ways. And eventually we all get thru it. And once you do you will find a happiness that no one can describe.
Head up shoulders back sis. Be proud of who you are. We are here for you.