I’ve lost count of the number of times I’ve quit and returned to CDH. Why do I do it? I think it comes down to feeling guilty about wanting to express my feminine side. Society says it is wrong. Family members and friends say it is wrong. (They don’t all tell me directly. I have only told one non-CD person about my crossdressing so far. I just know their attitudes from what I heard them say about CDs and TGs in general.) At times their is so much pressure on me I just have to try quitting again. I think I’m past all of that now and am going to be around here for a long time. I’m glad my friends here have been patient and welcomed me back each time I returned.