My first time out, I was so nervous. In fact I chickened out countless times when I was o the verge of doing it. Every time I chickened out, I was so disappointed with myself and wanted to do it even more. At some point, desire just nudged fear to the side.
It was the most amazing experience. I never felt like that before. I knew I had to do it more. Fear always came into play but desire hung in there. I got bolder and bolder. I did so many things I had only dreamed and fantasized about. it usually was incredibly scary and incredibly wonderful.
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