Rosiebeth, first off I love your name! So darling!
Secondly, I think the guilt (and purging) are something most if not all of us have suffered with at times.
It is a process. When I started dressing and when I was “finished” for a session I would feel that intense guilt. That I had just done something so wrong, followed by the purge of some great things, and a vow to “never do this again!” Well guess what? I did, and continue, but without the guilt or purging. (New problem however, I’m running out of space to put everything! 🙂 (good problem).
My point Rosiebeth is, you are doing nothing wrong! There is nothing to feel guilty for. You are doing something that makes you feel really good, that you love doing and more than likely want to keep exploring. You have to keep that mindset. This is for you! I honestly wish I would have realized that much sooner, but one day it hit me. “This feels good and I’m doing it!”
For me it did come with a cost, my wife does not like this at all and has put a damper on our intimate relationship. But it was my choice, and I love my choice.
I’ll stop now! 🙂 Just know things get better, the more you realize you are doing what you do, for you! No one else.
Love and hugs,
Rebecka!
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