Geena,
I cam relate to the feelings you are having. When i started to dress in secret i would feel ashamed, and guilty. By exploring the clothing and the positive sensations they created, and starting to see how i felt after long periods dressed, i have come to the conclusion that this is my body and i should be able to dress it the way i want. It took many years. I still get a bad case of nerves when i am about to leave the house or show my wife a look i am trying.
The feelings of guilt and shame have almost completely faded. Realizing that no one out in the world seems to see me or acknowledge my different clothing choices i am not worried any more. Yes there are places that are dangerous for us to be out, but i find many of those places dangerous when dresses in male clothing.
That to people here, talk with your therapist, talk with your with, and find the joy in what we do.
Love and Hugs
Paula
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