Carmen,
I am one of those type A males (or use to be) that try to always get things perfect. So in cross dressing I want to be as feminine as possible. I have studied female mannerisms and practice sounding female. I am getting decent at it and it seems the more I do this the more feminine I am becoming. I have also noticed that I am not letting go of my feminine side when I go back to drab. It’s like I have let the genie out of the bottle and to tell the truth I am not upset with it, in fact I really love being feminine.
I have always loved women and wanted to be with them. I have never thought I was gay and never thought about being with a man, but lately I have. To be treated as a lady from a kind and sweet man sounds appealing to me now (maybe I’m Bi and never really new it). I haven’t ventured out, unlike you, so I don’t know if any guys would be attracted to me, but I would like to think so.
Anyway what I’m trying to say Hon, is that your are not alone in this different but wonderful life style we chose to explore.
Hugs, Liara
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