Reply To: I don’t know what’s next for Carmen and at some crossroad

[Carmen Cruz]

I’d also like to add… about divorce and my life after divorce…

Like I said, I was totally crushed.  I made a decision afterwards that to prove a point, I was going to fail miserably at everything.  In my messed up head, it was as if I was telling myself “well, if I’m thrown away for being good at everything, maybe I’ll be accepted by being bad at everything”.  From finances to activities to everything in between, I started intentionally failing.  What a messed up place to be!