As I have discovered Lara later in life I’m a little bit different. I don’t really feel as split as most of the gurls here are describing it. We are stumbling through a lot of new feelings. Looking back, I’ve always “gotten something in my eye“ when watching the the chick flicks with my wife. I think Lara has been with me in other ways my whole life too. I never fit in with the guys exactly, still don’t really. Still socially awkward. The attraction to sports for most guys still baffles me too.
I’m not sure if both the feminine, and masculine sides have been closer for me most of my life, or if the feminine side is just coming more to the surface now.
one thing is for sure. I’m very happy to have found this lovely place.
Going to slip into some stockings, and heels now,