When I first began dabbling with going out, I would wear pantyhose under my long pants but not wear shoes. Then I bought some androgynous looking shoes and wore them. Then I took a huge step. I shaved my legs and wore pantyhose out with shorts in guy mode. Then I began wearing a bra under my shirt. I grew my hair longer to try and look more femme.
These were little, courage building steps.
I had dreamed and fantasized for so long about going out dressed. I wanted to look like a girl and feel how a girl feels when out dressed. I saw Daisy Duke and knew immediately that’s how I wanted to look. I wanted to be Daisy when I went out.
I took some huge steps. I bought a few pairs of short girl’s shorts, a pair of platform wedge heels and I made some breastforms out of old pantyhose. I wore those things at home when I could. I loved it, but I needed hair. I got as much courage up as I could and bought a couple of Daisy hair wigs. After a lot of chickening out, I finally went out like Daisy.
Underdressing and androgynous dressing was good, but I looked like me in those clothes. I wanted to look like someone else. I figured if someone I knew saw me, maybe they wouldn’t recognize me. Also to get the full experience, I felt I had to be all femme. I didn’t feel all the thrill, rush, excitement, euphoria and pleasure that only being fully femme can bring.
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