I will admit, I am honestly experiencing dysphoria over some of the gifts I received. I haven’t worn men’s underwear in 18 months, and yet that’s one of the gifts I received, which I have plans to donate in secret. I also received from my female best friend, a bottle of body spray that smells of beer and burning cedar wood, two of the scents that I as a crossdresser hate the most. Both of these individuals actually know that I’m a crossdresser who no longer wears men’s underwear, which I do find rather confusing. I know they had no ill intentions at all, though I am worried about how I am going to tell them and how I will rid myself of the unwanted gifts without hurting their feelings. Sorry to rant, but Christmas was quite dysphoric for me, and I just thought I could react out for help here.