Beverly Hanson
Registered On: January 2, 2022
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Yes, my mother knew.  Matter of fact, she started it.  I did something wrong one day, maybe an accident in my little pants.  But mom put me into a cute little blue dress with ruffles and bows, some thin folder down socks and a pair of my sister’s mary janes.  I had to go outside dressed like that and play with my older sisters and their friends.  I was 4.  Throughout the years it became second nature and I loved dressing up.  Mom would encourage, support, as she and I dressed together ever so often.   Mom started having something like sex with me, something that never really bothered me until I was 62 and the memories resurfaced.  Now I know it was abuse, and I wasn’t at fault.

It didn’t really upset me too much.  I loved my mom dearly.  Her sharing the contents of her dainty things – I could wear anything I wanted!  I was also taught the finer ways of hand washing these fine, womanly things.  This continued clear up into my high school years, with my dressing on my own when I had the house to myself.  If it was just mom and I, I could dress up and wander around the house or help her with housework.  I grew into quite an affection for nylons and silky things, wearing many a barbie doll to bed at night (with mom waking me up early in the morning before dad got up to help me take off my nightie.

Mom and I eventually got to a place where we could talk about those days when I was younger.  It was mostly about my forgiving her (she had that kind of childhood herself, her dad wanting only boys…).  But it’s amazing what can happen through forgiveness.  I loved mom with everything I had clear up until she passed away about 10 years ago.  I cherish many of the times we were together, and I still incorporate many outfits similar to what mom had taught me.   Beverly

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