Hi Rayaa and welcome hon! No you are not alone, in fact you are in good company with the gals here. CDH and the ladies here are a treasure trove of experience and supportive understanding – its such an easy place to be.
Please take some time to look around and settle in with your new friends, and if you have any questions, do not ever hesitate to ask!! I look forward to chatting with you on site dear! 🙂