Perhaps you are actually testing for a reaction. What would you do if you get one?
Maybe you have arrived at an ‘activist’ stage. You know! “I am male and I am beautiful so get over it!”
Then there’s the possibility that you simply resent the mendacity of seemingly being ‘dishonest’. You likely prefer, as a lady, to be forthright and open.
Also, there is the teensiest possibility that the flattery you get from things like, “Gosh! I never would have guessed!”, coupled with glances of admiration might be a factor.
Perhaps you have those moments when you feel that, “That guy knows”, and just want to forestall any awkwardness.
Mostly I think that it is that you are an introspective and observant person who wants to understand Carmen as she grows. Sometimes other people are the mirror in which we see our real selves.
Araminta.
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