Conan welcome sweetie and don’t worry about being embarrassed. For us is as natural as we can imagine but forget about all that and start enjoying your time here with us. Oh my just 20 you have so much ahead of you. A place to enjoy cross dressing and learn if there really is more to this. Share experiences and always discovering more from others. Our ladies here are fabulous in helping out, from advice to tips on improving ones self to the emotional feelings we are experiencing .Make friendships and feel free to contact us if there’s anything that you may need. Happy to meet you and enjoy being part of a community that cares.