Sarah Kanter
Registered On: April 25, 2019
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I think mine is pretty simple. I experimented trying things on every once in a while throughout my life. I had a few items and had purges. Finally, I just decided that if I was going to do this, I was going to do this “on purpose.” I was tired of dressing up as some kind of failure of will-power, or giving into temptation. I decided that if I was going to dress up, I would do it as a conscious choice. So, I went to a second hand store, bought some stuff, and went out to my office in the evening to do some work. Then I ordered a wig. That was it. Later I started coming into the office about once a week during the day.

I still struggle with confusion and guilt, and my wife isn’t thrilled with the idea, but I guess I feel like it’s better to own a thing and do it on purpose, rather than to just “given in” on occasion. I feel less guilt about my conscious decision, than I ever used to about my failures to resist.

I don’t know if that makes any sense.

My first “real” and complete outfit was a silver satin mini skirt, with a black sheer blouse. I lost it in a purge, and still miss that outfit.

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