I love phylisophical questions.
For me it still the journey of figuring out who I am. But so far I know I love the female and I love admiring it, especially my wifes. So for me to be a woman is a way to experience that love for the female body even more.
Furthermore, I wouldn’t be surprised if I have more female hormones then the average male, as my wife always noted that I have quite some femine trades. And I actually have grown to love that about me. But also to move around like a woman is amazing and much more elegant.
Also I love wearing dresses and sexy underwear. I love that style the most and it makes me so happy. For me it is most however a part of me that does and feels all that I (male) cannot express as a male. Hannah is so much more outgoing and bold. She is care-free. I love that about my Hannah-part.
And yes, there is also a sexual element. Wearing those clothes turn me on very much.