Hi Helena, for me the urge to cross dress is a part of me and has been since I was about 6 but back then I didn’t know what it was. In the 66 year since the urge has never gone away, it’s with me 24/7. Truthfully I would never want it to go away, Trish is as big a part of me as her male counterpart, maybe bigger. I read and article somewhere that said, if there was a cure for cross dressing would you take it? Almost all the girls who responded said no there’s no way they would take the cure. There’s nothing more exciting or satisfying that being in front of a mirror and watching your self slowly become a beautiful women.