I had just read first CloeC. response to your question about the chicken or the egg and then read about your question. This has hounded me my entire life just like most of us here I suspect. For myself I also had so many early childhood experiences with femininity and feel sure it shaped me as a lifetime crossdresser. However I also have wondered if maybe we didn’t have a choice. That our brains our so complex that we were just born this way. Just as gay people are naturally attracted to the same sex. We naturally have a strong desire for being effeminate. Maybe we had no choice. Just wondering. It’s like we didn’t choose to be this way. I have told my wife if I had the choice, like if I could push a button and be rid of all my Crossdressing thoughts and feelings I certainly would push it. Life has been too hard living the secret and the shame and guilt that goes with it. But one last thing. I have loved so much my Crossdressing experiences and plan to enjoy them more! Oh God! Am I in the wrong body? 😁
Rochelle
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