This is a deeper question than you might think. I really don’t like looking at myself. I’ve always had low confidence in my appeal as a guy. When I look in the mirror as a lady, I love seeing someone else staring back.
While I see my imperfections as a lady, I love seeing and mostly feeling the different hang of the clothes, how certain things change the appearance of my shape, and how I can bring back the beautiful women I grew up admiring from the 80’s and 90’s. At least the fashions I admired. My legs aren’t bad, leggings make me feel the excitement of showing them off. I like playing with button up shirts and if I could ever find some, some oversized knit sweaters. I like to see if they look better with a bit of shoulder showing, how far to leave the buttons open. The difference between my forms filling in the shirt a bit, or if my natural small but there chest looks cute in a bust barely noticeable outline of an underwire bra that pushes them up in a way the forms can’t replicate. I also have started liking my hair. I’m thinking about getting a curling iron and trying some different styles.
I’d love to really see someone else there, feeling cute, feeling confident, feeling like someone that would be worth someone flirting back with. Still, the image in the mirror as a lady helps me find someone within me that gets me closer to that than I’ve ever felt as a guy.