Hi Natalie, I feel that way almost any day I have to be in drab mode. I’m starting my transition therapy so it may be a little different for me than a lot of others here. I now realize I am really crossdressing when living as a guy. So the days I also work in the office (fortuneatly only 2 days a week), I’ve felt weird going in dressed male biz-casual.
I plan to socially transition (full-time) in January, so that won’t be a problem any longer. But along with all the above, there are days I could dress at home but I just don’t have the “drive” to do so. I think it’s because I look on my female clothes and makeup, etc. as just clothes now.
I’m not feminized enough to feel comfortable just dressing and not doing makeup, wig, etc. Sometimes I wonder if that means I’m just trading a male mask for a female one. But I think it’s mainly that I just want to look nice and feel attractive, in general.
Hugs,
Brie
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