There’s no need to be nervous as we’re all here experiencing the same thing. The drive that is pushing us to our feelings to dress may not be in our minds as normal but here with the acceptance and understanding that you see from all that resides here certainly shows how normal things can be so don’t be scared embrace it. With the help and advice from others as well as our very informative forums I hope you can get a better understanding of your inner feelings. Where all this leads is something you need to discover so relax, get comfortable and ease yourself slowly into this wonderful world. I just discovered my feelings for femininity only 5 years ago and now in my 60’s I’ve never been happier but not without its troubling times. Similar to you late 50s opening up to my wife after a very long marriage and her shock and reluctance to all this. But in time she understood where I was at and knew I’ll still be her man and only trying to open another side of me. This place will certainly help deal with many of these confusing feelings. You’ll enjoy these beautiful ladies to talk with and with some get to know , make friends with and receive wonderful advice from.
We all here to help if we can. Very nice meeting you and hope to see you here soon. Hugs