I do think about being alone and having that kind of freedom but I know I would really miss my wife and be incredibly lonely. When I think about it the first issue I run into is that I live in a condo on the beach that I would not want to give up. That really limits the ability to go in and out in fem unless I was to come out to the world which I don’t want to do. So, one possible solution is to rent a room somewhere to use as a extra closet and changing area for going out. Not too convenient and finding the right place could be difficult but it could work. It would be fun to have a bedroom I could decorate all girly.
Inside my condo I think I would be dressed fem without wig or makeup probably most of the time and the clothing I leave the condo in would lean toward androgynous and purchased from the women’s department as much as possible. Ladies jeans, soft tops, crossbody bag etc. I would be as smooth shaven as any lady and would have painted toes and clear polished fingernails. I would look into electrolysis to remove at least some hair that’s difficult to get to like inside the ears and back.
It is a fun fantasy although I don’t look forward to being alone.